Humanity’s Scripture

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I
AM
A
SINNER,
A
DEVIL
IN
MY
OWN
RIGHT,
A
BARER
OF
HORNS
AND
SHARPENED
TAILS.

I
AM
A
SCULPTURE,
A
BROKEN
PIECE
OF
HOPE
IN
MY
OWN
HUMANITY,
FRAGILE
AND
WEAKENED
BY
MY
INSECURITIES.

I
AM
A
LOVER,
AN
INSANE
KNIGHT
IN
MY
OWN
WAR
OF
DESTRUCTIVE
AFFECTIONS,
LOSING
MY
HOPE
AND
WINNING
HER
OVER.

I
AM
A
CHILD,
A
BEACON
FOR
TOMORROW’S
RESSURECTION,
A
HERO
WHO
WILL
FALL
BUT
ARISE
ONCE
MORE
WHEN
I
AM
READY.

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The Lost Exploration

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There is
helplessness
under your
gaze.

The feeling
of skin against
mine is silent hope.

Our lips
collided like
stars touching
the earth for
the last time.

There are
galaxies dancing
in your sad, sad eyes.

The wind and rain
sing a melody of
forgotten forevers.

Stay in my
arms and
I will be
your broken
home in
heaven.

Hold me
through this
storm, I will
protect you
in this raging
fire.

Sometimes,
we fight and lose
each other.
Maybe we can
find our way back
with a new heart
of hope.

Your fingertips
are constellations,
and your lips are
nebulas I yet have
to explore.

I cannot
see a future
without you
in it.

Your secrets
are comets that
fall into the
vicinity of my
affections all
too perfectly.

That dream
you’re flying
crashes right
into me.

She wakes me up,
she breaks me up,
she lifts me up.

I have yet to
fall in love
with your sins,
and yet have to
forgive your
perfections.

The moon
whispers the
secret of living.

You shy away
from the sky
like it was not
your first love.

I’ll write the
vows of affection
in the rugged
galaxy of our youth.

Dive into the
vacuum of my heart.

I sort of
like to throw
away myself
and live in the
emptiness of space.

Explore
the
universe
with
me.

You’re safe,
I promise
you always
will be.

I am so
scared of
your judgment.

Sorry for
letting you
down.
Again.

There is
comfort
in the space
around you.

There is a
permanent
scar in our
favorite
shooting start.

I will
never wage
a war with
your past,
but make
peace with
our future.

I cannot see
myself as a
shining star,
unlike you.

Your laughter is all I
need to feel better.

Save me from the
blackness growing
from within me.

The sun will
never dance
the way she
used to without
you by my side.

I belong to the
earth and you to
the sky, but you
have brought me
heaven despite
all of this.

One day we
will be gray,
wandered and
longing.

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Closing Distance

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RUN

TO

ME,

FIND

HOME

IN

MY

ARMS,

FIND

WARMTH

UPON

MY

SKIN,

I

WILL

KEEP

YOU

SAFE.

 

CRAWL

TO

ME,

SEEK

LOVE

IN

MY

HEART,

SEEK

CALM

UPON

MY

EMBRACE,

I

WILL

HOLD

YOU

CLOSE.

 

I

HAVE

NEVER

MISSED

YOU

THIS

MUCH,

I

PROMISE

TO

NEVER

LOSE

YOU

AGAIN.

Human Nature

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Today is not
the day to
save the
world.

Maybe before
we can save the world,
we can save ourselves.

I believe in
a new beginning
and a tragic ending.

You are somewhere
in between living
and dying from
your own thoughts.

It’s always
better to hold
your hand than
to let go.

Memories look
too precious
to be a real
moment.

Do you hear
me amongst
this painful storm?

Across the water
will be our paradise,
and in our hearts
are the sails.

I am lucky
to have found
you in an ocean
of dirty smiles
and rugged souls.

Every time we
say goodbye,
a hallow feeling
fills my chest.

Rub your hands
together in hopes
to warm my iced heart.

Save me from
my demons, and
I’ll take care of
your angels.

I cannot tell
you how much
you mean to me,
words won’t do
my promises any
justice.

Every single
human is a
champion in
their own right,
for every other
step we reach is
another milestone.

In your eyes
there are mountains,
and oceans, and skylines,
and I cannot stop staring.

Navigate through these
weeds and find the
beauty I hide within.

I will love you
forever, but
only in the start.

Ordinarily,
you are a miracle.

Take it easy,
you are young
and strong, and
I am old and frail.

Live high,
look down.
Breathe in,
breathe out.

Wake up from
your selfish ambitions
and start moving toward them.

I need to
find my hope
within you.

Strum my
heartstrings
and create a
story out
of the melody.

Wait for me
to come back to
you. I promise,
I will.

I find my
cyanide happiness
right by your side.

Our lives are
impeccable damages
that we ruin all the more.

Here we are,
all of us shaded
by our own mistakes.

Golden freckles and
constellation eyes,
you are the masterpiece
of this lifetime.

Our bodies pressed
together is the unwritten
cosmic paradox of this era.

The world does not
need saving, but I do.

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A List of My Lies

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I miss you.

I love you.

She used to
love me, and I
used to think that
I loved her.

I told him
that he was
my closest friend.

We were in love.

There are moments
when I just feel so happy.

I don’t love him
that way anymore.

I did not ruin her,
she ruined me.

We could have loved
with a love better than love.

There were laid,
happy and infinite.

Time will heal
us, okay?

There was no better
sanctuary than our own.

I felt safe in your arms.

You were
my everything;
my light, my oxygen,
my passion, my reason.

The memory of
us together pains me.

There are times
when I wish you
are still here
beside me.

We share an
endless love.

I will never stop
falling in love
with you.

Even the sky
and the sea
will not keep us
apart.

You are my
sea song melody.

Here lies a list
of my biggest realities.

I’m fine.

You don’t
have to be
here for me.

It’s okay,
I understand.

No, you’re enough.

Yes, I need you.

I am contented
with just you.

I’ll stop
hurting myself.

I wouldn’t miss
anything in the
world for this.

Change is fiction
to the way we love.

I have never loved
anyone as much as
I love you right now.

You are the best thing
that has ever happened
to me.

I am happy,
and today had been okay.

You don’t need
to help me.
I can do this
without you.

Nothing is wrong.

I promise.

I wish I had
to spend every day
with you.

This is for you,
not me.

I want what’s
best for you.

You have never
hurt me, okay?
Stop thinking
like that.

I have never
been assaulted
by those I love.

Love is a promise.

I am confident of
who I am.

You don’t have
to worry about me.

I’ve got it
under control.

I don’t miss you.

I don’t love you.

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Lost and Found

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There is hope
in all that we
do, some lost
and some found.

You are my
lightning and
I your heavy thunder.
Together we
make the
heavens storm.

Maybe we
will go on
adventure together,
someday, someday.

I can’t help
but get lost
in your eyes.

Can you hear
the angels sing
for us tonight?

You are my unstable
grace upon midnight
of push and pull misery.

Maybe I was wrong
to lose you.

I need to
find you
before they do.

There is a
map to my
tattered little
heart written
on my skin
in your kisses,
marked with
dry lips.

You are my
faith, my hope,
my immortal grace.

I am nothing without
you. Please come back.

There are moments
when I wish I
hadn’t met you
at all.

You were
right to lose
me to my
own misery.

I need to find
a way to
survive
without you.

Can you
teach me
how to
wander?

Maybe
we weren’t
supposed to be
together in the
first place.

There are
landmarks
across your body
that I remember
by heart.

You need to
look for me.
I left my
broken heart
as a clue.

I have to
kiss you
before I go.

There is immortality
in every single kiss
you have ever given me.

Maybe the map
you left me to
find you wasn’t
for me but for yourself.

You are the gravity
that stars long to touch.

I am
sick.
trapped,
chaotic,
miserable,
and broken
without you.

Can I at least
know your
favorite
constellation
before you go?

There are secrets
I cannot tell you,
secrets that are kept
hidden for your own good.

I was on my
way to find you
when you found me.

You really
are lost in
yourself, aren’t you?

Maybe the stars
are too far to
find. But why
do I see stars
every time I
look into your eyes?

After I have
found you,
after we
have found the
starts, after I have
lost you and
you have lost me,
can we still be friends?

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Oblivious

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This is the
part where
I try to forgive
myself.

I have to be honest,
I don’t want to be here.

There really
should be
a concrete
reason of
why I’m still
standing.

My mere
existence
itches, like
a scab I must
take of and
make bleed.

I am the
reason why
you suffer,
why you make
yourself suffer,
and you know it.

I do not feel
worthy of anything.
Not ever life.

Can’t you see?

There are little
flecks of light
that I can only
see because of
their shadows.

Someone,
please,
just shoot
me already.

I am numb
now, like you.

The blood
I try so hard
to hide makes
me so happy.

Come to think of it,
it’s so idiotic to even
hide my self-inflicted
injuries, yet I still do.

I crave for
more blood and
more bruises.

You cannot hurt
me anymore.

The trick to
staying numb
is that you have
to want the pain.

Is this
considered
a cry for
help?

No one can
hear my
noisy silence.

I have to
admit,
I’m tried
of living.

I have never
felt more alive
with the need to die.

I promise,
I’m okay.

What’s the opposite
of clean?
Dirty?
No, bloodied.

I find it so
depressing that
I can never be
happy without
feeling a little
sad, knowing
that I’ll be
miserable
later on.

Feelings are
fleeting.

I have to
remind myself
that you love me.

Your love,
if anything,
hurts.

My dear villains,
can you save me
from myself?

Scream or die?

You know,
if suicide
wasn’t a sin,
I’d be long dead
by now.

It brings me
joy to know that
I’m not the only
one suffering.

How can you
all be so
oblivious
to my shrieks
for help?

There are worse
things to do than
to die. Dying is easy,
living is a burden.

Moments that
capture me
are the moments
when I realize
that I simply
want to stop
moving forward.

Help me.

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Hit Record

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REWIND.

I
need
to
hear
your
voice
one
more
time.

PAUSE.

There
are
moments
when
I
need
to
be
away
from
you.
Please
understand.

STOP.

You
just
don’t
get
it,
do
you?
I’m
so
sick
of
this
already.

PLAY.

Honey,
let’s
love
tonight.

SKIP.

Please
stop
looking
at
me
as
if
I’m
not
even
here.

FORWARD.

Can
we
just
start
all
over
again,
and
make
it
better?

RECORD.

Honey,
I
love
you,
and
I
always
will.
I
promise.

Anymore

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And here I wonder
if violet eyes
were too violent
for you to love.

And here I think
about the nights
when you would
sing me to sleep.

And here I remember
all the moments
you told me that
you’d be with me forever.

But is your eternal
only a matter of
short, limited minutes
that I can count?


And here I wish
that I had seen
the tired smiles
you had offered me.

And here I hope
that you didn’t
lie to me when you
once proclaimed love.

And here I dream
that I could be better,
for you to love,
and never leave.

But I had been with you,
even at your worst,
and on your worst
you still said forever.


And here I listen
to your forgotten disks,
to the songs you once
dedicated to me.

And here I hear
the song of birds
in the morning,
without you.

And here I intake
the reality that
you are gone,
and will never return.

But will you ever
realize that your
love is fiction, and
that I don’t love you?

Damaged Sunshine

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Stop, don’t think
about the worst,
think about the best
and wish it’ll happen again.

And here we are,
in the heart of chaos,
and I am a failed hero,
because the only one I want
to save is you.

You were there,
in the sunlit room,
and I couldn’t help
but think that the
sunshine was from you.

Maybe if I stopped
loving you, you would
come to love me back.

Why do all the
people I fall in love,
fall out of love with me
a little too quickly?

Am I too much
or too little
of a lover
for you to love?

Love is a maze
of moments,
painted with
promises that
none of us should
ever break.

Can I live my
life in peace?
Can you just
get out of my
heart already?

Maybe the worst
is yet to come,
and the best part
was loving you.

Look at me in the eye
and tell me that you love me.

More than words,
but soul is what I look
for in you, and you have
nothing but a way with words.

I know that
all of this
pain is my
fault, but
will the pain
end if you
admit that
you never
loved me
in the first place?

Never think
that I didn’t love
you, because I did.

Forever will
I wonder if
what we had
was actually love.

Hold your breath,
I’ll hold your hand,
one last time.

The sun has lost
its light when you
left the room.

There is no poetry
in a tongue full of
lies, and a heart
full of knots.

Can you tell the
difference between
the worst and best?

And this is when
I realize that I am
your collateral damage,
and you never had the
intent to mend me back together.

There are moments
when it’s so dark,
it seems as if you
were never even here.

I cannot save you
from myself, but can
you save yourself from me?

I need your
sunshine
to redeem
my selfish sins.

We are best of
mistakes,
and the worst
of promises.

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